Do you understand the meaning the Feeling of real True Love?

Do you understand?

Do you?.

Do u understand love at all?

I can't understand how it got to this

It's hard to believe your truth

Dam Giann

What the fuck were u thinking

Why

It's hard to understand ur truth, and understand this is who I are

It's hard to believe

Alot of love between us, alot of love, just too much..

Honestly, Gianni, I also believe you are very selfish person, even with the truth u are selfish and want to believe what u want and ignoring the truth

That I was an escort, and u instead of helping me, u hired people to watch me

U have been watching me more then a year, possibly 2.……

I have my brain Damage and everyday was so hard, I never wanted to cry to u because at that time it was hard to search for the words and tell you, but just sitting here and remembering all the things u have done, u have made my life Soo much more harder, so evil, u know I don't have anyone, and when I go and seak help from my family they leave me outside and I'm sleeping in train station restroom and having them watch me walking outside homeless hoping they see me get ina car and watch me humiliate myself.

So much has happened, I have forgiven u Soo much, I'm finally feeling like myself again, I faced my truth and it was hard but facing my truth reality I was able to be stronger and connect to the Johanna that I lost late November 2015...

So now it's around that time, time iv been waiting for has arrived, just around the corner, that time is here, and I think about wat have u done for me since linking back, have u been a positive or negative, and it's hard to believe truth, I was so good to u, .and I. Loved u more then I loved myself by but I cannot love u and look into the eyes of a man that has caused me so much pain, spent thousands to work against me, never havu tried to get me out of escorting and because of u I KNOW it is the reason I was in it longer then I should have...

I hope u find someone u love can love and try to change to make it work, and last.

I g2g and just know that maybe I don't like u but I definitely don't hate you, I want to not think about u like I do now, u are the center of my universe, I don't want a man who has hurt me and caused so much problems and pain be the center of my existence, I'm turning 30 same day as ur father's birthday December 12th and I want to be happy and life a good happy life, and fall inlove with a man who would never think about hurting me, or wouldn't think about doing the pain u have done to me, I mean, coming, just think about it, I'm a single girl with brain injury with selfish family no friends trying to survive live life, I didn't need ur pain, I needed it support..and as uncomfortable as it sounds, my injury, I'm not going to stop saying it..

Having u watch me and then every hotel i go to pay men to install spy cameras to watch me, and all those other thousands of other ppl u worked to have watch me, smh, unforgivable, it's despicable, it's so heart breaking, u are a very sad sad man, godbless u and may God forgive ur soul.

Goodbye Gianni