To TJM

I still love you, I want you so badly. I think the only thing that hurts more than this feeling of loneliness is the knowledge that you will never feel the same. I would have been your light. I would have been your clouds when the sun burned too brightly and you felt exposed. I would have held you when you wanted the world to disappear. I would have laughed when you were happy. I would have hit anyone that hurt you. I would have held your hand when you were scared of letting go. I would have sang when the silence was too unbearable. I've only lived this life for so long but I feel that I would have tried to understand. There was so much I wanted to do with you, so many things I wanted to say. You said you loved me simply by text and I didn't understand we are both middle schoolers. How would we understand love? Im really sorry for not having the courage to tell you what I would do anything for had you asked. I miss you and I want to talk with you but the chance of us being the same are slim. I don't see your posts anymore, but I still think of you. I still love you. You will always have apiece of me. You will always have the darkest corner of my heart. You are an amazing guy. So I guess I will say one more thing "goodbye".