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You were in my entire life, and even years before that. I thought you as family, i thought your family is my family. I called your parents my grandma and grandpa fuck i spent more time with them then my actual grandparents. I knew from the start that you and my mom's relationship was never great, but i always thought you would try for us. For me. I loved you so much that all the shitty things you did to everyone could be better with sonic drink or a small treat. I thought no one could ever replace your "baby girl" "your wish for years". Until you met another family, it was the same family scene, two oldest boys and the youngest is a girl. You told me, "Don't you want me to be happy?' I wanted to be happy but i didn't know that meant you had to break me first. I cried every time you left it broke me. It broke me more when I found out who you really were. It broke me when all the things that were suppose to be gifts we were taken even things we needed, like the couch and the table. I remember sitting on the floor crying that the person that I idolized, would hurt me so bad. The rose colored glasses came off, the dream of you being with me forever shattered. My sadness turned to anger. It's still angry. But I know under the angry and the sadness is a girl who loved you with all her heart, that misses what we had. Even though i know you were toxic i miss the rose colored glasses, I miss no one understanding us but each other. I know you had to leave for me to be the person today. I know i will never miss you out loud. I know all i will ever have left is the memories, the good and the bad.
sincerely, your daughter by heart.
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