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Infertility

1 year ago · 1 · infertility


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How does it feel knowing you can’t have another baby and having all of these yearnings …

It’s a yearning to feel another life grow in you

It’s a yearning to experience the nine months of pregnancy and the miracle of bringing a child into the world

It’s a yearning to give your husband another child and see him at his best

It’s a yearning to give your child a sibling, a forever friend in this life

It’s a yearning to have another wonderful child like the one you already have

It’s a yearning so strong that it knocks the wind out of you every time you feel it and leaves you feeling empty, desperate and broken

It’s a yearning that I will always grief but no one will understand

It’s a forever empty space in my heart and blank pages in the story of my life

But life goes on ...

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  • Novni Guest · 1 year ago

    Maybe you can get a pet and allow it to get pregnant I know it sounds weird but you could be the other mom. I know it's not the same but it's around the same logic. Pets are family. Try growing something inside from a seed and watch the beauty as it grows get a tattoo of a small fetus on your below to honor and accept that you no longer can but at one time was and will always and forever be a mother. Just bc the child you have now isn't "in you" that child IS still in you and will forever be. Give a small amount of money to an orfanage. Bc a limaz coach. Join a support team. I bet if you do some of these things they WILL help. And maybe the great cosmos wants you to spend all your time on the child you do have bc there are great things awaiting this. One that needs to be a little spoiled. Love you,eternal mother. Michael

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