The Rollercoaster

I actually feel bad about writing this but i just feel like I need to get this out. Have you ever been with someone that makes you feel like your on a rollercoaster. One day they are overly joyed and other days you can't figure out what's making them sad. Sometimes you think you say or do things to cause this but then you realize that there is no way in hell you could possibly do that every time. You love them so much and just want them to be happy. You have seen them super happy and that's when your like this is my "heaven" like where I want to be with them all the time. Then you have seen them sad, depressed, and just different. It doesn't push you away because you know you love them and you want to make them feel better. They tell you they just don't feel good but deep in your bones you know it's something else. Because they're treating you different like you don't hear from as much in a day like you always do because you two have a routine where you keep in touch at work to let the other person know you are thinking about them. Then their texts are very short. So you sit and wonder what did I do now? or sometimes it's what didn't I do. I feel I am a very consistent person and my mood doesn't fluctuate as much and when it does I like to give reason, sometimes it work, family, or womanly issues. I just wish I knew the real reasons of why he gets like this.