Blooming, Lately

Before my 24th year on Earth, I used to be contented with enjoying the things I love on my own. I understand that not everyone enjoys the same things, so instead of forcing them, I've gone through it all by myself. Sometimes it's sad because I couldn't talk to anybody about how much I like this and that, but it's really fine. We don't always get to meet like-minded people in our lives. I get along with people even with our different preferences, and that's enough for me.

But recently, things began to change a little. When my personal space at home got renovated, I had the urge to share it with someone, to send a photo and let him know. When the movie I've long waited for was released, I suddenly wondered how nice it would be to have someone watch it with me. When I had my postcards delivered, I wanted to write about uneventful, little things and send it to someone too. Whenever I experience new and good things, I wanted to have that happiness shared with someone special, and for that person to be able to share things with me about his life as well... But sometimes, you just don't really find anyone who can appreciate those kinds of things and it's just harder than it seems.

Haha. Of course, these feelings are normal but it's my first time feeling so deeply about it; it has never affected my days and mood in such a way before. I guess I'm just a late bloomer after all.

p.s. What great timing, Valentine's Day is just around the corner :/ lol