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(TW: ED, BINGE, RESTRICTION)
after a little more than 2 weeks of not eating i finally broke and binged on around 2000 calories, i feel disgusting.
i tried to throw it up but nothing would come out.
the food wasn’t even worth it, it gave me no satisfaction at all.
i just know that i’m not gonna be able to eat for at least another month, i’ve done it before so i know i can do it again.
everything’s already been so overwhelming and the fact that i might have anorexia doesn’t help.
food absolutely disgusts me and i can’t eat it without bingeing so i just normally don’t eat at all.
i can’t go back to being heavier, i just can’t.
i need to lose more weight and i don’t want help or recovery until i’m skinny and beautiful.
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Why? I ask this because i wonder why you think you have to be skinny to be beautiful. Thats not what beauty is. I get society forced this idea upon people, but this doesnt mean everyone thinks this way. You are perfect the way you are. Dont starve yourself to fit a standard people placed on you. If you find food disgusting then I think you unintentionally figure that if you eat that food then you will become fat. The idea is to get out of that mindset, or do your best to, and try your hardest to find that self satisfaction. But, dont try to do this alone. Find someone around you and reach out to them. You got this, dont give up. Everyone is beautiful.
Beauty is no quality in things themselves. It exists merely in the mind which contemplates them, and each mind perceives a different beauty. – David Hume
Replythis is their own personal standard, just like some people have a standard to be obese. Honestly, all society does these days is shove pictures of morbidly obese people in our faces and say it's healthy. I do not think obese people or super skinny people are healthy. However, some people simply wish to exercise and restrict calories because the person feels bad PERSONALLY, about how the person is NOW, and want to change because the person TOLD THEMSELVES TO.
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