Eating Disorders

I do not know where to start. I know that writing whatever is stuck in my mind will help me ease this pain. I started my weight loss journey in January, right...

I’m sure nobody would even notice the thing that keeps me wide eyed. • That version of me is somebody I envy, but also pity. • The lowest valley,...

these past few months have been hard to be honest. i can't seem to get a grip on school, i can't seem to be happy enough with myself anymore, i can't seem to li...

I don't know why, I don't know why you make it sound okay, I don't know why id ever obey, i don't know why i cant breathe, even after i do as you please. i...

this feels stupid but it is my silent cry for help sitting here awake at nearly midnight along with my thoughts i feel as if i cant tell anyone about these th...

I need to stop eating, really I should stop complaining. All my friends say I loo fine, I'm "so light" when they pick me up and I need to eat more......

I was six pounds when I was born. Crazy, right? I really let myself go. I weigh twenty times that now. It used to be less, before I got ‘Better’. Before I r...

Recovering from an eating disorder (ED) is not easy. I have lots of stretchmarks and extra skin from being anorexic > overeating and vise versa, througout my...

I'm doing better now, really. Yeah I'm afraid of salad dressing and oil but I'm doing better now, really. I know I hate myself after eating but I'm doing...

Peppermint tea tastes like an eating disorder. It smells like distress and sadness. Its warmth feels like the deep coldness that was once in my bones. I may no...