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I want to kill myself, I am no longer happy on this earth or feel like i have any place/ purpose on it. I am 13 and the thoughts and voices in my head are so loud I'm not sure how much longer I can hold on for. I don't exactly want to die but I want the pain to leave, everybody says it will get better but it doesn't. People don't understand how exhausting it is to be sducidal and depressed not to mention starving yourself at the same time. So many people struggle with this too, and so many people actually kill themselves because of it, I have written my letters but I haven't gone through with anything yet, I want to live but don't. I have tried so hard to get myself out of this dark place but I can't so because of that I have turned to doing some pretty bad things, I don't know how to open up or tell anybody how I feel its not exactly an easy convo to have with somebody. I have messed everything up with my friends and pushed everything away I just feel so lonely, school makes everything worse too but I have to act happy and put together for everybody else but in reality I feel numb and broken inside. If anybody has tips on how to help please please tell me because I'm exhausted.
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I'm so sorry about the pain you're going through... and I know what you mean about being exhausted from putting on a happy act. We need to let it out somehow. One thing that helped me is a site called suicideproject . org It's a lot like novni except it's entirely focused on suicide, so maybe you can connect with more people on the subject. Aside from that, I can't think of any tips. I mean there's the standard stuff: exercise, music, drawing, writing, etc but sometimes what we need is a connection with others. It's tough but keep trying!
Replythank you so much, I will definitely go check out that website!
ReplyI am 13 too and I also have this. Honestly it is hard a lot. School is hard and life is hard. Right now I usually play video games, paint plastic models, read, I also listen to music a lot. I really wanna help you because of the fact my problem is really similar to yours. I don't wanna do homework because it's boring, I give up then I get yelled at for bad grades. Then my parents just take away all the things that keep me happy and then I just give up. It's really hard because most parents don't understand and most kids don't wanna say anything about it. Just please hold on and stay for the ride:)
ReplyI totally relate to the school thing, I have 0 motivation to do school and getting yelled at makes it 10x worse
ReplyKeep ur head up baby life will get better pray on it
Replyi know you dont believe it but it does get better. you just have to fight long enough to see it. so many people have killed themselves yes but so many people have lived to see the happiness. youre young and life is going to get better sometime. im 16 now and have been struggling just like you for years now but its getting better, slowly but surely. and i promise that feeling is so good. fight to see the next day and stay for the long ride. it gets better, it truly does friend.
Replythank you. honestly having people to relate to me has helped me so much
ReplyListen to Nf he makes u want to live bc he has been through so much but he is still living. Also think about how your parents will react :(
Replyu remind me of me im going thru what your going thru but what i like doing is listening to music it help me calm some nerves i hope it helps
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