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This is an example of the thoughts that lead me to self harm:
I haven't cut myself in a while.
That's good right?
So why don't I feel good?
I keep seeing things again.
It seems to go away a little when I cut myself.
Hell maybe I should just give up.
All of this it too much trouble.
Maybe I should just swallow that bottle of pills I have.
Finally put an end to all of this.
There I go again thinking of killing myself.
I need to do something about this.
I need to take my mind off of it.
But the only thing that works is cutting myself.
It subsidies the urge for a while.
I'll feel better if I do.
I have to.
I don't have a choice.
...
Then I cut myself.
I fall back into the habit.
I think that it makes me feel better but I know it's just a fabrication to my addiction.
I lead myself to it.
I make excuses.
I have a problem.
And I don't know how to stop.
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Nothing is wrong with you. Living in a world like this can make anyone want to leave it. Especially if your parents/friends/peers don’t understand you or love you the way you need. My advice is to seek out that love for yourself. Whether it’s therapy, support groups, kind hearted friends. Change up your daily routine (going on a walk, taking a bath, calling a good friend, going out for ice cream by yourself.) I don’t even know you, but I know that you have so much kindness and love to offer the world. There are people out there that need people like you. I say this because I know that the most broken hearted souls are the most special<3 Stay strong
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