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It's been two years now. Two years of trying. Two years of frustration and pain. I just want a baby. It's not fair. I want to cry so badly. I've been seeing a fertility specialist since January. Every month I take a crazy amount of meds, followed by multiple ultrasounds, and needle pokes. I just want to be done! I don't know how much more of this I can take. Month after month and it's the same result. Negative. Negative. Negative. Fuck off! I feel like I'm being punished for something. I know - that's crazy. I just don't understand why this can't happen for me. We're running out of money which means we're running out of time. It breaks my heart. I just want a baby. People keep saying "relax that's when it will happen". I'm sorry?! How am I supposed to relax and just let things happen when I have to have multiple appts each month. When I have to painstakingly track my cycle to make sure I inject myself with hormones on just the right day? Right. If I don't do this, then I don't ovulate. I don't fucking ovulate, which means I am my own fucking birth control. I'm so tired of my body working against me.
I'm just so tired. And I just hurt. ðŸ˜
Fuck you, Infertility
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ReplyI know you cant relax but when you are stressed & emotional your chance of being pregnant drops tremendously- almost impossible. I know because when I have very stressful- emotional month, my menstrual cycle skips a month. I heard plenty of times of now people stop caring about trying then they get pregnant because alot of stress is gone. So if you are spending money while being on emotional rollercoaster, you are legit burning your money away.
ReplyLmao. Tell me you don't get it, without telling me you don't get it.
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