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Fuuucccckkkk myyy liffeeee

8 months ago · 1 · Stress, +29 · Explicit


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he threatened to leave me if I didn't get an abortion but I had the baby anyway so now not only am I a teen (19) mom, I'm a single, jobless one who can barely afford to eat with no support from my family because I'm a "wh0re"

bye to my youth I guess

I low key despise this baby for existing even though I had every opportunity to abort her. I didn't want to. I adore her but I hate her. my asshole ex boyfriend just used me and I let him. I knew I was being used but I didn't think I'd end up like this

I want to go out and get shit face drunk but I have a whole ass child now. Fuck

Step one is get a job but what job? I'll do anything at this point. I just want to eat something other than the McDonald's dollar menu. I've been living off that for like 2 weeks. All the money goes to rent and baby stuff. I want to just get rid of her but I'd miss her if I did. Then I'd really be alone. Her name is Paige. She's cute

I used to have Mr asshole ex boyfriend (I miss him) to keep me company but now it's just me, the baby, and my loud ass apartment neighbors. Sometimes when they're watching shows on TV I can hear through the walls and I pretend to be watching it with them. That's awful. That's SO depressing. I definitely should get a roommate or something. I don't know if my trust issues would allow that though

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  • Novni Guest · 8 months ago

    you have to improve yourself for your child because you dont want to your child to live in poverty what you can do is move to a small city where living is not expensive. the find small jobs even if it is related to cleaning then accumulate a certain amount in few years along with that you can learn cooking (learn small snacks from different country and only those snacks that people from your country may like and set up a stall.

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