My Unsent Letter To Him

I miss you a lot I know I never told you that or liked expressing my feelings but now all I wanna do is that. I know you don’t want me to talk to you anymore but I can’t stop thinking about you. You confessed your feelings for me and tried so hard to get me to say it back but when I finally did it was too late you were already with her. I remember our late night talks and how you would tell me things that you never told anyone else. You told me you felt like you could tell me anything and I would never judge you and you were right I never did. Truth is I was scared to say I had feelings because I was afraid of getting hurt. I still remember the last time we spoke I felt so happy you made me laugh and hearing your voice calmed me. We used to sleep on call every night and I know that you know that there was a special connection between us but now your gone and happy with her and I’m stuck missing you. Seeing the luxury resort I’m going to live in soon with a pool I couldn’t stop thinking about you and I in it and showing you it I know you would have been so proud like you told me you were of me. I remember you would remember the little things about me like my favourite food and you told me you were going to buy me a beautiful necklace from Pandora for Christmas but we never got to meet before then you would have been the first guy to buy me something. I miss you a lot and I hope that one day we can start over.