Fuck You : an unconventional love letter

Fuck You.

Fuck You for showing up uninvited.

Fuck You for showing up unannounced.

Fuck You for walking into that room like you owned it - with your letterman jacket and golden hair.

Fuck You and your schedule - you never make time for anyone but yourself.

Fuck you and your adoration of my sister - she plays basketball.

Fuck You for only seeing people who conform - to society.

Fuck You and your baseball scholarship.

Fuck You for always looking at me.

Fuck You for laughing with me in the dark - a pillow thrown at my face - blushing in the dark - a pillow missing you as you duck.

Fuck your stupid blue jeep.

Fuck You for never seeing me.

Fuck You for pretending - laugh with your family - drink Christ's blood and flesh.

Fuck You for being effortlessly better - than me - than your team - than everyone.

Fuck You for being attractive.

Fuck You for carrying yourself well - a social butterfly.

Fuck You for teasing me.

Fuck you for knowing - or not knowing.

Fuck You for being tall - I can see your curls bounce above everyone's heads in the hallway.

Fuck You for not acknowledging me.

FUCK YOU for being a fake ass friend to good people - my best friend.

Fuck Your Ex's.

Fuck you for bringing them near me.

Fuck You for ignoring me.

Fuck You for not holding on to every word I say - like I, you.

Fuck You for holding the door for me - I was holding it first.

Fuck You for having manners.

Fuck Your stupid hands - scars and long veins stretch.

Fuck Your chiseled belly - you stretch and your shirt lifts.

Fuck Your stupid grin and pretty teeth.

Fuck Me.

Fuck Me for liking you - a crush.

Fuck Me for pretending - ex crush.

Fuck Me for oversharing - I say too much when you're around.

Fuck My stupid bully-complex-kink-quarterback-golden-retriever-unattainable-thing.

Fuck Me for oversharing - when you're not around - as long as it's about you.

Fuck Me for not knowing when you'll be back.

Fuck Me for memorizing your address.

Fuck Me for imagining - picture you all for me.

Fuck Me for thinking I could have you - for thinking I'm not enough.

Fuck Me for watching you from afar.

Fuck Me for writing this stupid piece of crap - triggered by close proximity.

Fuck Me for adoring you despite it all.