A guy I met for 4 days

So um we met in a online game

I and a female friend of mine was having fun around where I found this guy. I usually never keep people but he was kinda fun to talk to. Hw started flirting with me and i was enjoying talking to him but i wasn't flirting back tho

And we'll i have a boyfriend and we are really good it's just we are in long distance not too long ago but we love each other but from a month he's kinda busy with his exams coming this month so we don't get to talk a lot, so this gaming thing was my timepass to divert my mind from not disturbing my boyfriend

Well after talking for 3 hours i removed him from my friend list (in gaming) next day I found out that he sent a friend request again (it was quite difficult to find someone again) but he somehow found me back and sent a friend request.. my other friend also wasn't around so i was pretty bored and accepted his request and started talking again

And surprisingly i really liked talking to him we used to talk everynight for around 5 hours in game

I asked for his social media and he said he do not use any social media except telegram..

Later than we started talking on telegram and I did not want my boyfriend to know or get any wrong ideas so i ignored him one day but he then he started texting me about something to confess so i thought let me hear him out he said he liked me then he said it was all a lie he use all kind of social media and he has a 7 year of a relationship with his girl and they live together.. she wasn't around for 5 days so he just wanted to have fun around just like me

Well i was cool about it i did not get offended bec i did suspect him about not being on social media and not having a girlfriend (bec he was good looking)

So that day he said his gf is going to comeback in 2 days so he need to wrap up everything and should stop talking to me he did not give me his ig or anything bec he does not want his gf to suspect him

So we stopped talking but well i really really miss him so much and i can't stop thinking about him so i texted him again (even tho we talked about it not to text anymore)

But i called him to play with me (gaming 😂) bec i was getting bored and surprisingly he came without taking a second.. then we talked about things it was quite fun. I asked for his ig but he was pretty nervous about giving it to me so i told him it's fine i don't need it (but i really wanted his ig) but then we said our goodbyes and i surprisingly he was sad too i thought It was just me but he was sad about me leaving too

He said he's going to uninstall the game and telegram too bec his gf is coming today so

Idk I love my boyfriend so much i really love him

But i can't stop thinking about him and i want his attention for some reason 🥲

I really liked his voice and the way he talked idk ughh

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