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i dont mean platonic love, i mean romantically. a few months ago i hung out with this guy and i was really looking forward to, i guess, “leveling up” our relationship. i was actually excited tbh, but while i was giving him a hj, i was disassociating completely. and then after, i felt so horrible. i wanted to tear my skin off. i was showering a lot that week and the whole month i just went through a existential crisis. i felt so ashamed and worthless. i never told anyone tho. i repressed that memory honestly. i wonder if he noticed or cared.
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by the way, by romantic i meant sexually—i couldnt find the word lol
ReplyHow are you doing today?
Replytoday i had a great day actually! i hung out with my best friends and i didnt take it for granted:) how was yours?
ReplyWe all learn from our experiences. Put this behind you and get on with your life.
ReplyMaybe you’re not ready to level up yet. There’s no shame in that. Do you think you should talk with someone? If you don’t have anyone I can be here for you
Replyi dont have anyone but at the same time i dont know what i would even say. thank you for the offer btw.
ReplyI’ll always be around if you need
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