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every past cut, every future cut. makes me wonder how long i'll always think about picking up the blade just to slide it across my arm. every hurt. every numb. every thought. always comes back to my past. will it ever stop? will it ever get better? will i ever move on?
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You can move on. Do things better for yourself. Don't touch any sharp objects, just learn to calm yourself down with some nice music. It'll get better.
ReplyI moved on. At one point, even at school I was not allowed to do work because I would stab or want to stab the pencil into my arm. It took a long time to get better but I took baby steps. I got banned from the kitchen and that help a lot. Once I started to not stare at sharp objects I slowly learned to write with a pencil again.
ReplyI'm in no position to say anything helpful here. I can only say that I get it. There was a time that I couldn't stop from cutting. From numbing myself. Eventually I did stop but I can't for the life of me figure out how I did. But even now more then a decade later I still think about it, especially when times are tough and yes, the past comes up. I can control it better now but I still feel it and think about it. Like I said I can't say much to help you but I understand. I get it! 100%
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