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6 months ago · 1 · Narcissistic Abuse, +3 · Explicit
My biggest regret is having a child with a narcissist. Her other children are fucked with no future. Selfishness of ones own indulgence (specifically a narcissist) has no end. You use them as tools to fulfill your own needs and expect everyone else to take care of them. To show your false apologies you love bomb them with useless material items. Rather than securing their future with education and giving them tools they need to survive. You just give them tools for their own distruction.... They see and know what you are. A cheat and a liar. You put your own perverse self indulgence before them.....I'm just another tool for you to blame and put the hate on. You use me and put me down to make you feel better about yourself. Everyone around seems to hate me. IDGAF what your family thinks about me.for they are the drug addicts and pieces of shit that sculpt you this way. They all know your a liar and a cheat as well. But still seem to blame me for all of your problems instead of trying to better yourself. My own family maintains their distance because they know as well. I'm no fucking prize I'm a recovering alcoholic. I allowed you to fuck up my mental health. You went behind my back over and over again. Even the neighbors know your a cheat. I would of left long ago.. if it wasn't for our daughter. I can't leave her with you of all people. Bringing men over to our apartment while I'm out working 2 jobs. I deal with this deep pain head on. I've learned to live with it. No matter how many times you look me in the eye and lie to my face. My mental health is ruined but I will continue to suffer and take it. I will keep this fake smile and pretend everything is alright and we are one big happy family. Because my daughter is #1 above all. I will sit and continue to take your shit talking and put downs. I will not feed your indulgence arguing back anymore. Your not worth the alcohol or the time.you say I'm just "jealou" because your not "fucking me" you have said this many times in front of your kids. Trust me. I'm far from jealous. I'm disgusted And filled with hate and regret/disbelief. Your gaslighting BS is not playing it's effect on my mental health like you think anymore. I'm slowly recovering seeing a psychiatrist. But you will still remain a scumbag of a human being. That's all your ever gonna be. So I will sit here and play house with you in the meantime.
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