Received a A.A. degree, but don't go back for B.A. degree.

It took me three years to get an A.A. degree. My goal is to finish the program within a year and a half or two years and then transfer to U.C. or Cal state. But, I had to finish the program early or have doubts about transferring to U.C. or Cal State. I do want to go to U.C. or Cal State to get a B.A. degree. However, I had terrible experiences in English writing classes. Except for the one English professor who gave me the confidence to write better. But, went I went to the next level of English class. The other English professors were hard difficult to pass the class. When I ask for help they gave me stupid looks or assumed I think I didn't pay attention in class. However, when I see the tutor for help they explain to me in a simple way. But, when I turn in my homework or exam they still mark my paper wrong. This is when I experience being stupid all the time. However, I passed the class and decided to use this experience as a learning tool. But, it was covid lockdown that cause me a mental breakdown. Leading me to lose interest in college. In addition, the rising tuition costs, online zoom classes, going into debt, and if the degree will be valuable once I graduate or job security and a good salary.