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1 month ago · · Stressed
My life has never been easy or i can say it had been a constant chase for something which i never understood, but my parents did. Not going to lie i have most toxic parents. I dont hate them but yes i never got support from them. My mother is next level of toxic human on this planet. I do love her but the way she behaves makes me crazy, her egoistic personality and arogant behavior makes me think twice if she feels its right or its just her ego talking. Her constant comparison of me with other people , picking fights on most stupid reasons like "why there is extra flour in fridge"😑😑yes she fights on this stupid things. We are not in talking terms. Honestly i feel good that we are not talking atleast i am not listening to her constant nagging about my life. According to her i am not married so i am not good daughter. Ok i am not, so what should i do? Dont work hard to get a job? Feed on my future husbands money? Yes i am late for marriage i know, but i don won't to be someone who had multiple degrees and still is jobless and ended up begging for money from their husband. I wish i had someone to support me no matter what. I wish i could have mother so would have been empathetic and less arrogant.
Giving birth does make you mother, support and care of that child makes you a mother. I wish things will change and she will became normal . Lets hope for good.
-frustrated optimist signing off-