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I tried to have a relationship with someone who is stuck on the net. I sadly watch him be unhappy, yet he stays devoted to this slithering dark empty thing whose complexity takes up several hours each day. I watched him try to replace me with e-girls on a monitor, watched him draw incorrect conclusions to everything real, even nievely sat in his home with him playing with other people’s feelings online as if it were a game. He is not happy, yet he does this trolling day after day, never having time for you because even if he’s done working, he also remains there making obligations to anyone who convinces him they need or want him. I learned what it is like to be cyber bullied by his girl friends, watched people chatter on, making fun of my life. He’s torn between having guilty feelings of what he’s done, yet staying obligated to this slithering thing that does not even bring him happiness. I feel terrible because karma got him and he’s struggling to get out. Yet he remains stuck there on the net, not letting anyone love him unless it be in this distorted internet way of communicating. He listens to me more on the public internet typed words than when we are alone and close together speaking together, as if typed words are my breath and my real voice just made up words that don’t matter at all. I hope this slithering snake doesn’t get him, but it seems to be, that it is.
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