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I started today feeling kinda crappy, and haven't been able to shake it off (maybe starting to come down with a seasonal bug, maybe just stressed ahead of the holidays, or anxious about how my relationship is doing at this moment in time, not sure).
But one thing I did notice myself doing that just seemed to make it worse:
I think when we're in a place of vulnerability, feeling kinda tired, cranky, a little sick, or just generally being a gremlin, we start to think "Boy, I sure hope some motha *uckers ain't going to start *uckin with ma shi* today".
And then it's really easy to start thinking about all the types of motha *uckers, and various ways they might *uck with one's shi*, and I was actually p*ssing myself off over stuff that hadn't even happened, except in my imaginated shi* *ucking scenarios. So the next moment something minorly inconvenienced my that day, I was already running hot on frustration and anger, so it just made what could have been an average day with some minor disappointments into something that seemed much more sustained and annoying.
Today I was the motha *ucker, *uckin with my shi*.
Now I'm wondering how many other people go around *uckin with their own shi* like this, in their own heads, silently driving themselves up the wall? I can't seem to stop doing it, even when I notice that I'm doing it! Now I'm p*ssed off with myself. Why am I such a gremlin?
Also, how many people will dig the Flight of the Conchord's reference?
Well, something for me to work on, I guess. Seasonally appropriate greetings to all. <3 Namaste, fellow motha *uckers!
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And a merry Christmas to you too.
ReplyYou have good taste babra. Brabra. But in all seriousness I get what you mean and I do think we in part create our own narrative depending on how we feel.
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