i love you because

i love you because you came intobmy life unexpectedly abd brought laughter. you moved into my living space and made it a home. even through past repeated patterns of seld sabotage and flaws you still love me. and you made me fall in love woth you when i didnt even know you could grow to be attracted to someone. but then sometimes i hate you. i hate that you dont show love the same way i do because in my fucked up mind i feel like it means you dont care as much. i feel like i always out more effort into you. also you friends can be obnoxious but im not sure if thats what really bothers me or if its that i want you all to kyself. if i could live in your skin i would. i love the way you smell and i always crave your taste. i just want to sit on the couch with you all day and just laugh and kiss.