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It's ridiculous to me how you have no idea about me, don't know me in ANY conceivable way, have no idea what's going on in my life and actually have the audacity to sound condescending to me
Completely ironic considering you think i'm actually close to you
Well….. you're wrong
Here's the truth: I'm not close to you at all.
You don't know me and even if you did, you wouldn't like me
But that's probably because i don't like myself
But we’re getting off the topic here - the truth is that you have no idea who i am
You have completely given up on me.
Yes, I get that that might be partially my fault too - i never made particularly large efforts to be close to you.
But that's because I didn't need to - you were already close to me! There was no effort needed
Even at my weakest, i still had something left in me, and you chose to not see it
You chose to let me go - I was just dead weight to you.
A daughter who isn't anything like you- isn't exceptionally bright at academics, abysmal at sports, not really interesting, just sits and reads novels and someone, just someone who definitely wouldn't amount to anything big.
You on the other hand - smart, sophisticated, good at everything you do, loved by everyone,.
runs marathons, has a business going on etc etc……..
And then it happened
Your son was born
My brother
I loved him when he was a babe, to be honest- now too
The light of your life - a person you always wanted, someone far far better than me
The child you envisioned
Your mini-me.
My brother is very similar to my dad, they share a lot of interests - sports, economics, cars.
He was pretty much good at everything too be it singing or dancing or musical instruments
Even through all this, dad was good to me. He loved us both equally
Until a time, everything was perfect. My family was perfect.
The amazing dad, the kind mom, the glorious son they always wanted and the weird but lovable sister
Then, it started.
My academics started to decline. The only value I had to my name.
I became depressed. I stopped being interested in things around me.
I used to be so inquisitive and smart as a kid, I was a rotten flower now.
I would cry often and pick fights with my entire family.
Slowly my family gave up on me. I wasn't worth giving a lot of attention to.
They just thought i was going through a rebellious stage, i was too depressed to tell them how i actually felt.
I would have been ok with my dad loving both his kids equally.
I definitely am not ok with being COMPLETELY REPLACED.
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I know your situation. I know it's hurt. Not only you but ur family too. Maybe your father afraid losing her dearest daughter, but maybe he thought about giving you some time to back on your knees. Try correct everything now or you may be far faaar apart from your family. I know sometime you felt hurt. But can you imagine your life without them. Instead of blaming them why don't you try putting yourself in their shoes. Maybe of generation gap they don't know how to treat you. Maybe they try their best to be the best parents. You know it's their first time being a parents. I know it's might hurn you if i say this, but maybe the problem is you. You try to distance yourself. Why don't you try mix with them. Be on same page while talking. Say what you prefer or don't. Say that you can't be genius but you already try. You're also their child. Blood us thicker than water anyway. Smile okay. I know deep inside you love them. You want their attention and love. I don't ask you to be a good girl but be a better version that you proud of instead of comparing you to others. Go girl you got this.
Replythank you for this! i think im gonna focus on myself and make myself prouder!
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