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I'm friends with a friend(A) whose best friend(B) is in a complicated relationship and B has known the guy(C) for 6 years or something and they both have feelings for each other, like really in love and I just started to become friends with them both. C and I started talking a lot but like friends and recently I've caught feelings for him. I got jealous when him and B were together and talking and being cute with each other. Just to clarify they're not dating but they've confessed feelings and they're waiting it out to ask one another out. There's a bit of a thing that they might be dating but not sure since the things that happened recently. I started hanging out with C a lot, we've chatted and he's helped me out on a few things. Weirdly enough B doesn't talk to me, and that she never cares that C and I are pretty close but I can tell she gets a bit uncomfortable. When all of our friends were at this beautiful park with drinks and food and water fountains, we all had a picnic set up. C and I were talking and B was sitting on the other side she was looking at us but I didn't wanna look at her so I made sure to keep eye contact on C. B walked away from us and I saw C turn his head and watch her go. C didn't say anything and left me there and went to go to B. B went to go grab a drink and play volleyball with friends. I saw C grab her hand and pull her to the side he brings her over to the water fountain and I see her kinda upset and I felt pretty guilty. C grabbed her jaw and kissed her lips. My face started to burn because I wanted that with him. I know I'm selfish. But I'd wish that it was him and I. They both are a year older than me as they both are 19. She looks away from him and he starts kissing her more and I couldn't help myself, I kept watching. I started to tear up so I ran to the bathroom. I came back to them cuddling on the grass. He tickled her as she kept laughing, she leaned up to kiss him and he held the kiss longer. A yells food time, we all grab food. B goes to the bathroom and I rush over to C, he asked me what I wanted. I was shocked at why he said it so strict and I said I just wanted to talk with you and he shook his head, I asked what, he told me to go away. I went off on him and I said I know he feels this love too, that he'd take me if he wanted to, all these things I wanted to do with him I said it to him in front of everyone. He stayed quiet. He was shocked at what i had said. B was standing and watching the whole time. I made eye contact with her, he turned to see what I was looking at. He stayed quiet and stood up. B walked away from us, farther and farther. A started to yell at me, and the rest watched, I couldn't pay attention because all I was listening to was C and B talking. I heard B crying. B asked if he'd love me and he said no. I broke inside. It was getting dark and we had to go in different cars, I went in A's car. C and B with each other. I was already in the car. I see B coming out of the bathroom and C waiting for her. He grabbed her waist and they were hugging and kissing each other. The other car honked for them to get inside. A told me that I messed up what they had, they barely go out anymore. A told me C gets very upset about it. A said that I'm lucky they didn't fully lose what they had. A tells me B doesn't talk about it anymore and stays quiet about it. Just a few days ago I saw them smiling and all. I wanted to say sorry, but tbh I didn't know if I was fully sorry, I just wanted him to be mine. I just watched. They are perfect, but I just want him so bad.
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Replyyou sound 2 chill kid.
Let them be.
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