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Sorry for being depressing but I need to get this off my chest. Please don't read if easily triggered.
So... Kinda drunk/tipsy right now. Just been to a BBQ at the yard where I keep my ponies. Once again, I find myself sat alone in a corner with my dog as everyone else gets into their cliches. I'm not like these people...I'm different... I'm autistic. I feel so completely and utterly alone. No one wants to talk to me because I'm not approachable, I'm not fun enough. But the truth is, I know I'm fun. But this fun person is deep down inside of me, trapped, screaming to be let out. But I can't get her out...I try so hard to but she's so lost. So broken. Why has she never been let out? No one wants to give me a chance. Nobody wants to see how I can really blossom. I just need that push. A good friend who can unlock this girl's prison.
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