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To give context, im in a 2 year Long distance relationship, with a kind, patient partner. Im currently in 4th year of college while he's already working.
I am disappointed at myself for being disappointed in him. Because over time, ive just had certain expectations on what id want him to do. Like maybe send me money, help me out with my needs and i hate to say this, but i get jealous when i see on social media about girls being spoiled by their bfs and their partners offering to pay for certain stuff.
I am aware of the following: you shouldnt always depend on your partner financially, relationship isnt all about money, and social media can be deceiving.
For the record, he did give me some sweet gifts and he only sent me money once to help with my dog who got gravely ill.
And i just suck for not sharing this feeling or thought of mine to him. And my reasoning is it sounds bad that im materialistic, and i dont want to demand that to him. Id very much appreciate it its his own free will. Because if the person wants to, they would.
Im just conflicted, i know i have a lot to work on myself and my mentality. I know he is in a relationship with me aa his girlfriend, not a child to support. Ive also had thoughts maybe im just looking for a sugar daddy.
But in the end, it all boils down to me feeling disappointed at myself for thinking and feeling that way. Im appearing as selfish and self centered. Maybe i should think more of what i can for him, rather than him to me.
But, anyway I just had to get this off my chest. Wishing everyone a good day!
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