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its getting bad again. im getting all depressed and shit again. i mean i guess i usually am, but not like this. monday i didnt do any work in class. then yesterday and today i didnt even go to class. ill have to go tomorrow but only because my grade will start to drop if i dont. ive barely done anything. the only reason ive been going outside is for smoke breaks. i havent had the energy to work on my projects. all ive been doing is sitting around or laying in bed. i hate myself for it.
and the worst part of it all is i feel so fucking guilty. all the god damn time. i mean, im at a great college to do something i love, my dad is getting better, my roommates are great and i have a good job. my life is good. yet somehow im still not doing good. and i feel so guilty about it. i mean why cant i just be like a normal person? why cant i just suck it up, get my work done, go to class, and rot in bed when i have time on the weekends? what the fuck is wrong with me? theres no reason i should be like this. its not fair. none of this is fucking fair.
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seek peace through religion. I was in a similar situation to you and I found allah and his mercy and I don't ever regret it.
ReplyDon't tell people to follow religion unless you know their opinion on it. They could have religious trauma you don't know about. People recommending jesus to me just because I cut myself is just so stupid to me. And no hate to you, but just saying.
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