"Nothingness would make more sense"

That's what I said. But then I realized... no, it wouldn't make more sense... it wouldn't make sense, because it's nothing. But that actually sparked my thoughts and I thought, maybe things are how they are because it's their righteous way to be. There's some truth in that, and I believe we shouldn't get obsessed with knowing how it "started", truth is everything is based on properties but not necessarily principles. It is how it is, and that's how things work. Again, there's some truth in that, probably, maybe not... but that's what I thought after I said "nothingness would make more sense", then I immediately thought "no, that wouldn't make more sense, that would be... nothing". Nothingness doesn't make sense, so is it that why there's something? I think I understand it now... I embrace the way things are. Everything exists because of its own righteous way to be. Maybe the only reason why there's something is because nothingness couldn't make sense, therefore what we see is the causation of that.