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So I just met an old friend of mine today after years who already had a lot of relationship stuff and as she was telling that she is planning to divorce her husband since he was abusing her and all I literally told that when I got (2nd marriage)married in the beginning after a horrendous relationship with my ex husband and got divorced with him- I used to amuse my new husband like fight over small stuff and beat to (like in frustration) and throw things at him and literally force him to leave me coz I am horrible. Noe going back to my first marriage- it was just a 9 days marriage and I found out he was already cheating on me so I applied for and after 1 years I got divorced officially. More my current husband knew everything and yet he wanted to marry me and we were extremely happy. But post marriage I was hell depressed and felt like I didn’t deserve this guy and maybe I should I live alone. He stayed with me through that tough 6-9 months with me behaving like mad person. Now it’s all normal I got therapy I have a child and we live just fine. But the FACT THAT I TOLD MY OLD FRIEND ABOUT IT!! I feel bad for my husband!!! Like why would she be thinking about my husband?!! IDC if she thinks bad about me but the fact that she might think that he is such a looser to stay with her after all that abuse and madness - is something I cannot bear. I can’t tell this to my husband that I actually told her in that 10-15 mins of us talking - he will be so disappointed :( she gave her number and all to be in touch - what do you think I should keep in touch with her or no ?!! I know she is NOT snitching kind or something but I feel bad somehow for my husband. And I hate myself because I JUST CANT HOLD MY TONGUE!!! I literally blurt out all personal stuffs about me. That definitely shows I don’t have respect for myself but for my family too is what hurts me. It’s just that in those seconds while speaking I JUST DONT THINK !! How to think before talking??!! Someone have any suggestion ??!!!
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