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I tired of always having to see the many people you play with online, all day on your device, and in-real-life in your bed. I’m sitting here like, “So what the hell am I?” I realized I could be happier just staying away from you, and save myself all the confusion, being gaslighted, and simply just played with. None of that felt good, and being alone and able to grow my self-confidence by losing the constant eavesdropping, spying, and trolling that goes hand-in-hand with you, I can more freely be me, someone and a life I love. I feel like my boat has drifted off from you and somewhere deep I’m forcing myself to let you go. Let go of this lying to myself that you like me, when really you grimace more about the many things about me more than the singular words you tell me, and that you like me (you don’t tell me you love me anymore). I don’t even feel liked by you. I feel used and hated. Like there is some strange man out there who wants all bad things to happen to me, for some reason I don’t know why. I know it’s not really me, no matter how many cruel trollish gaslighting mean words will surely follow this. Its very easy for me to turn a blind-eye on that sort of foolishness. I would have liked to see you deeply happy, not the fleeting kind of happy way that you get when something happens, but all encompassing happiness that shows in every way and everything about you. I’ve never seen you that happy. I really hope you get that kind of happy.
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The government is trying to take away the way humans are meant to survive. I think you should go out to a park or anywhere where nature is and look at the last of the beauty that is on this earth. It will bring you peace and happiness. get away from the technology even if it's for one hour a day. You will be happier.
ReplyI have peace and happiness, anywhere that I am. Someone tried to gaslight me into believing I was someone I was not, hoping I could stay a part of a selfish way of living where he imaginary believes he is a king, a tyrant, a genius, who takes anything he wants for his own pleasures. I don’t exist for those type of things. I exist to serve and help spread good, and spread love. He tried to ignore this but it became on display for everyone as my path towards the light diverged from his road of egotistical darkness he keeps himself in, in an obvious way. I believe everyone will be happy now as we are more where we should be, no gaslighting, no lying to everyone and ourselves, just able to be who we truly are. Yes, it is nice and pleasurable to be outdoors, as it is sitting or praying at a beautiful place filled with good happy souls.
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