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My mom has done so much damage to us 9 kids, she beat us, manipulated us, yelled at us, neglected us, and I can't escape. She has different phases of parenting, she used to enjoy hurting children much more but, for now, she is more tame due to my stepfather, who is a distraction. For my entire life I never had much happiness, just short bursts amid the pain. My mom is evil because she killed a living, breathing, beloved parrot in front of 5 children, she also used to beat us harder when we cried "too much" and beat us harder when we didn't cry enough. She would have us find a whip for ourselves, and she would whip is for the simplest things. She broke my oldest sister's nose by repeatedly hitting her face, she used to leave me as a toddler with my diaper unchanged for way too long, so I was in a lot of pain. She reads dumb articles from the deepest crevasses of the web and listens to them, it's like she is just eager to hurt children. She used dumb parenting strategies, such as training a baby the way you would a dog, and hurting kids when you know they did nothing wrong. She also let me nearly die by having a open fall on my, letting me fall down a tall flight of concrete stairs a few times because she was on her computer doing "work" even though the "work" didn't actually exist, she would act like browsing or looking at facebook is work. She also used to have large bags of candy just for herself, which she would count every day and if one piece was missing, she would punish everyone in the house unless the "thief' came forward. She also once drank all her fancy pomegranate juice and them threatened to beat everyone in the house unless the thief who stole all her pomegranate juice confessed, this just shows how dumb she is, and how when things don't go her way, she thinks violence and strife is the answer. She has never provided an education to anyone, she just left us to our own devices, and now most of us are educationally behind, save the few who powered through. She now expects me to complete a bachelors degree in only two years instead of the four it usually takes. She has a heavy critique of my essays and tells me I'm too slow. She expects me to go from pre-algebra, to calculus in one year, which I am not going to do. My mom also is a kidnapper, she kidnapped my sister by luring her down from her house after she escaped and then took all forms of communication away, she then proceeded to talk to weird men while pretending to be my sister, and fantasize about her own child and the weird men. It's also really annoying that I can't escape because there is no proof, no evidence that anything happened, because my mom doesn't beat us anymore, so calling the cps wouldn't work, because they would want to keep the family together, like they always do. I know I shouldn't but I really hope my mom just dies where me and my sister can start our lives, without having to wait another 3 years just where I can legally escape, or 9 years where she can legally escape and I can be with her to protect her through the years. I am losing my mind because I have no friends, I can't go to school, I can't even talk to anyone outside of my family because we live in a rural place, and we don't go out. I haven't gone to the skate park in a year, I haven't talked to anyone besides my family and people at my small church in forever, and I am running out of time it feels, I don't know if I can make it even 3 years, I need attention, love, support, but I don't have anything.
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Please stay brave, you can make it. Sending you love, support.
I have been going throught somewhat same situation, and has been hanging for 4 years till now, i somehow completed my college, and i have been at a better place than before.
It's hard, I know, but you can get pass it. I did, you can as well.
You matter. Your life matters. Love you champ.
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