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Lately I've been feeling so down that it seems like I've been shattered in to a million pieces and I don't know how or I can't seem to find the will to rebuild myself. It seems exhausting the thought of starting at point zero once again. I feel sad yet mostly disappointed on other people specially myself, I've been like the giving tree. Always giving out parts of me till I'm consumed. Why is it that I make time for others and do my best effort to help ease their burdens yet when I need them the most I can't seem to seek the help I need and when I do I can't get the same energy I gave out? Is it my fault that I'm disappointed in everyone? Why can't I be the dependent one for once? Can no one see how tired I am? I often hear and stop other people from their dark thought but how bout mine? who's gonna stop me or be there for me? whose arms do I run to when I need a hug? Why is it that the world is so unfair?
I give and I give yet I don't feel even the slightest bit of gratitude or care from others. The only person I can count on is myself, I soothe my heart and hug myself to ease...I even cry myself to sleep most nights.
I just wish someone will see the pain in my eyes, hear the silent cries at night and understand the flooding thoughts in my mind.
I just hope that I succumb to my dark thoughts and that it won't be too late till someone saves me :((
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ReplyI am here for you and I hear you. My arms are open for you when you need someone to run to. My ears are ready to listen to whatever you need to say. My heart is here to connect and comfort yours. You are not alone. I promise you that. Life does not end when it feels like it is falling apart, and life does not end when you feel you have nobody left to talk to. There is always someone, I promise. Before you expect others to love you and listen to you and accept you, you must learn to love and listen to and accept yourself, and I will help you through that. If you ever want to talk, I have a secret Snapchat. The user is ; kyliewendelll
The one with red hair. I made that secret account for people like you that may need to talk. Please do not hesitate to reach out. My name is Ashley, I’m an almost thirteen year old girl and although I’m young I swear I am here to help you. Once again my secret Snapchat is kyliewendelll
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