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Figures.
I can never be simple, nor could she.
Complex grief
No one can appreciate anothers feelings. We say we can commiserate but what we are really saying is we are sorry and can't do anything to make you feel better.
I rarely leave the house, it is a huge issue...agoraphobia/severe social phobia...i had 1 constant companion.
Through all my stupid mistakes and trials she was here.
She cared that I woke up.
No one does now.
She cared how I felt.
No one does now.
She loved opening presents.
There wont be those now.
No one would notice if i vanished..
...at least i do not have to worry if i die suddenly that she will starve..and she would not understand me leaving her.
I am wanting to be with her.
There is no life...and if i died now everything i care about would be stolen or binned.
Complex grief.
I have chores to do but I want an off switch.
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Hello friend, I’m not sure who you may of lost but every loss is as large as they was in ours lives so this doesn’t matter who it is you have lost. Losing a soul is as though you have lost your own and more. i can’t begin to describe the pain and anguish that grief brings along. especially complex grief . Remember it’s all love in disguise, love will always prevail and persevere even through death. Through these tough times please be kind to yourself i know it is terribly hard but look after yourself and go slow, don’t rush this it’s a lifetime journey so don’t push yourself to deal with it right this second. Work through your days and figure out what you need for you. I know the only reply would be is “i need her” and that’s the correct answer but do what you can with what you have life is unfair. She will always be there no matter what. You will be okay. Be kind to yourself
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