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the effect you have on me is embarrassing
you dont even know a fraction of it, you arent even aware of what one little quirk of the lip does to me
and only you could do such things to me
only you could make me feel so alive, only you could make me feel so human
you and no one else could make me cry so much
the future is something i anticipate and dread now
im excited for what the future will bring, what change can bring
but im filled with dread, for what will happen to what i feel for you
would it fade away like a new cycle has begun or would it only grow stronger with each passing full moon?
i fear my future but im willing to face it head on no matter what
time will only ever move forward, and the past cannot and never will be changed
that is why i dread the future, as the moment something goes wrong it is irreversible
the future is terrifying, thinking about any and all possibilities only for there to be more that i couldnt have put into consideration
uncertainty scares me
it distresses me, truly
usually i would improvise, thats a thing im good at
but with you, i dont want to improvise
i want to be sure, to be confident
with you i want to be raw and genuine, sincere and honest
improvising would ruin that, the genuity would be stripped away
its terrifying to think, that the future holds and always will hold a new beginning, no matter if there is an end along with it
im lucky, now that i think about it
that its me and you, and not us
if it were obvious that you returned my affection it would make things much worse
i would rather never have you at all than lose you
for now im content to yearn, to look from afar
to yearn with unreciprocation hurts me more
but to lose you, that would hurt both me and you
i would rather you tear out my heart, take away my ability to write than you be hurt
the writings, drawings, poetry would all cease if it meant you were safe
you likely arent aware of my emotions, how and what i feel
yearning is suffering
this is preferrable, where i suffer and you remain unknowing
youre worth the burden
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Replyi feel this so harddd
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