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I feel as if my ex bsf JUST RUINED MY LIFE. Long story short, she decided to throw away 6 years of friendship for a girl who used to literally argue with BOTH of us, and both me and ex bsf DID NOT LIKE HER. Somehow they became friends, and that girl used to always pick a fight with me and it hurt a ton seeing ex-bsf still talk to me as if everyone was normal yet she didn't bother backing me up or helping me when her new bestie had a go at me. And as of now, we're just 'family friends' because the only reason we haven't parted fully is because our families are childhood friends w eachother.. so yeah. Honestly it just all sucks. I go to school with ex-bsf and her sister, and I also come back with them (in a car). And after school ex-bsf decided to bring one of her friends along in the car ride. Like GIRL DO U NOT KNOW UR MA HAS SUCH A SMALL CAR WHERE R WE GONNA FIT UR FRIEND?? Its a small 5 seater car, yet only 4 people can sit properly in it.. and there's 5 people just squished into that car now. I hate it. And the fact that ex bsf and her sis act SOOO DIFFERENT when ex-bsf's friend is in the car. Her friend is white, and we're all Asian. Idk what it is with them, they put on like weird accents and act all white-washed ðŸ˜ðŸ˜. IM ACC SO DONE THOO, CAUSE BEFORE IN THE CAR THEY NEVER USED TO SAY ANYTHING BUT NOW THAT THEYRE FRIEND COMES ALONG THEY ACT ALL DIFF I HATE ITTT. Last day I'm going w them tommorrow, so done with them and their attitude. Anyway, another problem is that eid is coming up soon. (Yes I'm a muslim girl) and like since they're our only sort of 'family' or close friends, we always go over to theres and vice versa. But like U DONT UNDERSTANDD I dont wanna go over, nor do I want them coming to my house. I told my ma I wanna do something else for eid like go out as a family and she's like "where r we even gonna go??" And she's somewhat right. But still, u really think I wanna spend my eid WITH THEM? NO THANK U!! Last 4 years we've spent it together and each year it got progressively WORSE. Dont even start on ex-bsf's cousin who came over last year.. she's an absolute nightmare and ex bsf and her sis all change their personality when she comes over. I just feel like my lifes ruined because of this. I cant be happy on a day im supposed to be, and IM NOT BEING DRAMATIC. I look forward to eid smm but now all ill have to do is get dolled up and ready, just for me to sit downstairs after greeting their family (out of respect) and then just sit in awkwardness and deal with the fake niceness ex bsf and her sister will have towards me. What do I even do?? Please someone help.
The thing I'm most irritated by is that recently our mums saw our baby photos of us together and the fact that we were ALWAYS seen together. Then they were like "awhh I cant believe they aren't as close anymore" and then ex-bsf's mum texted my mum back saying that ex-bsf doesn't talk to me much anymore BECAUSE I DONT TALK TO HER. LIKE WHAT?? EXCUSE ME?? What right does she even have to say THAT? Who in their right mind would wanna talk to someone who made them go thru sm pain and betrayed them when they thought of them as their sister? I literally went thru sm when I tried getting over the fact that she had just betrayed me for someone else we BOTH hated, and it took me so many years to get to the point where I am rn, where I dont care who she's friends with or what she does unless it effects me. I'm just so angry at that, like WHO THE HELL IS GONNA TALK TO HER IF SHE DOES SMTHING LIKE THAT TO U?? Guess our mums didnt being up what she did to me huh.
Anyway someone please help?? What am I going to even do on eid? I wanna be happy about it but whats the point if I'm gonna just get ready for literally no reason.. I dont wanna deal with ex-bsf or her sister. If I could just fly away and start my life afresh, TRUST ME I WOULD'VE ALREADY.
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I would have just distracted myself with a phone (phone if you owe one) even in social events that’s what goes on. Even if you’ll be forced to sit together there wouldn’t be as much as forced interaction if ya’ll on your phone right?
ReplyCan't go on my phone cause it'll be seen as 'rude' and my ma will probably call me out on it
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