My friend Mylo

I'm scared to tell him I like him. We are good friends but I don't know if he like-likes me back. I would be scared to post this in case of the 1% chance he will see it but he can't read in English (We are from Serbia. Part of this is to practice writing in english to be honest) so... ha I win.

Anyway I just want to talk about him. I can't tell my girl friends because I don't want even them to know about how much I like him. He's so cute and so sweet and fun to be around. I always think about him instead of doing my work in school. I have a class with him but I can't focus when he's around me. My focus is on him only. We have been friends for a few years. He always helps me with things. He helps me with school and with regular life too. For example there was a boy trying to talk to me on the phone and I thought what he said was weird so I showed Mylo the message and he told me what it really means from a boy so that I didn't trust him by mistake. I feel good having him to look out for me because I can be.... stupid.

Mylo has the cutest laugh in the whole world. We laugh a lot together and I always have fun with him. I like him soooooooooooooooooooooo much it makes me feel sick.

I like his voice

I like his hair

I like his eyes

I like how he's so nice to everyone

I like how he's always worrying about me

I like how he's good to my little sister. He plays with her and I think it's so cute!!!

I like how my parents like him. Even my dad

And I really like when he wears tank tops... (sorry I cant help it)

We hang out a good amount outside of school and lately I can't even pay attnetion to what he says because since we are hanging out alone it makes me nervous. Whenever he hugs me now my face feels warm (I don't know the word for that 🙄) and I have to look away from him... I talk a lot when I get nervous so I just say stupid things around him but he just laughs and plays along so I don't feel as stupid as I sound.

Thinking about him makes me so... energetic? I feel like fireworks are inside me. I want him so bad. I would never know how to say that to him. I never did anything with a boy like that before. I don't have crushes. I don't even have other boy friends. Just him. He really drives me crazy.

Mylo drives me crazy!!!!