Somber

I haven't been interested in my relationship as of late. All the arguments the yelling. Yesterday he was yelling at me about something stupid again. Instead of bickering back at him. I simply just walked away and ignored him. I'm just not the least interested in entertaining him anymore. I'm 30 yrs old now. And he is 34 yrs old. Sometimes I think how does he have so much time to bitch. I really want to end this relationship but I know everytime I do hes just going to tell me that he loves me and for me to stay and he'll beg me that he'll stop or change or turn around and tell me that he acts the way he does because I don't spend time with him or have sex with him enough. I'm just so tired of it all. Literally making a promise to myself if I ever get out of this complicated relationship that's so unhealthy for me, I will never talk about love and relationshits again. I must have owed him in my past life or something I've used up my years of youth just to deal with his dumbass. 🙄 if I have to deal with him for another year with him bitching I'm going to lose my fucken mind.