projecting rant

I'm just so tired of adults projecting on me. They're truly just all little kids. (Ageist of me to say, because I used Kid's in a negative connotation but wtv, I'm a hypocrite) Sure, we all act like we know what's right, but if I can avoid coming off that way, I just want to keep to myself. please, stop making assumptions, what happened to communication? Why am I a tool for vicariousness? Ig, I am never anyone without the perception of you. Sometimes, I do go crazy because of this. it means that my perceptions are not valid, that to you, it's implied that I am incapable of perceiving myself.

I've gotten over my hate but not my resentment towards adults. it's hopeless unless kyms this young. I don't want to become part of these masses but there is nowhere else to belong. I'm not going to deny myself that. I can't win I lose either way, I drown in my hate and watch myself grow. What's up with that? I lose myself trying to navigate the world made for and by adults who don't know better and it's not their fault because they were just like me. ig, I'm resentful because even with all the power that comes with being an adult they still suffer and that would mean the same for me when I get there. They suffer so they project and worse of all they don't even know it.