I miss you.

ah mannn idk where to begin.

i miss the way you treated me, I miss waking up knowing that you're happy with me, I miss talking, I miss our random ft calls, I miss your love, I miss everything.

ngl you were right about this boy, i should've listened now whenever he mistreats me all I think about is you warning me that this is not okay for your mental health. you cared so much about who I dated after you which I didn't mind we were like best friends I felt comfortable talking to you. I felt comfortable being around you. He treats me okay. I struggle mentally if he is the one for me. You set the bar high for these boys to come at me now it's hard to find someone like you Gavin.

Every argument ends in "this is all you" after he continues to tell me that he doesn't blame me. I feel unloved at times and insecure all the time and when I tell him about how I'm feeling it gets brushed off with "why do you need to impress others you look fine" constantly calls me a "bitch" because I use my voice and speak for myself when I mentally can't.

oh Gavin I can go on and on but fuckkk I fucking miss you sm 😔 the best ex I ever had.