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Today has been okay. I will be okay. I haven't self harmed since Tuesday and that might not seem like that big of an achievement, but it kinda is. I faked sick today because I needed a day off. I needed to relax. And it worked. I'm feeling better. Some of the stress went away. I don't feel good, but I feel okay. It feels like maybe I can survive this. Maybe life will go my way soon. It feels like hope. It feels like morning dew and cranberry tea. I have to remember that God is here with me and he will make it better. Maybe I'll never be completely mentally stable, but I truly believe I can get better. I can do this. I don't feel like the same person who wrote that suicide letter, I feel stronger. I won't give up yet. With the new day comes new strength and new thoughts. It'll all be okay one day.
Lots of love, a hopeful teen
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