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Lately, I've been thinking about kids and worried about my fertility and reproductive health. I'm fairly young female in my 20's ...
It would be nice to settle and have kids of my own at some point. For some reason, I get this strong sense that I might be infertile or another reproductive issue..
I've asked my doctor to check my hormone levels (FSH) sometime ago last year as I requested it. Due to family related issues and whether they are normal. The test results came back and I was told everything is fine and I had normal FSH levels. I believed my doctor as I don't see why I shouldn't. Now, I find it worrisome that I wasn't told the full truth. Currently, I've been experiencing symptoms of premature menopause. I want to be reasonable and that maybe I am just being anxious, paranoid and overthinking for nothing. I should just relax. To me it would be impossible im in my mid 20's but there have been rare cases where people experienced premenopausal symptoms at a young age.
The idea to rely on someone to ensure your own health is in good condition. You'd expect they take what they do seriously. Everyone should have the opportunity to be healthy. Of course, we also have to be responsible to takecare of ourselves and to be in good health. It also depends on factors of how your life is going, lifestyle, happiness,unstressful.
Although, certain things in life we have no control over.
Why would a doctor lie, right?
Being a woman or man to find out that you might be infertile, have a medical condition with hormones and reproductive health. To me is heart breaking.
I can imagine that it's devastating and I myself feel empathetic towards the misfortunes of others. Thinking about if I had an issue the same as others. I start to feel this unhappiness and dread.
Especially, for those who might want to have children and be the best parents they can be.
I am not ready currently for babies. I want to have some positive changes to allow this to happen. In the near future I might plan to have children of my own. In some ways I've always wanted this..
I can do more tests to find out if I'm fertile,perhaps redo my (FSH) blood test as sometimes it can be faulty.
You know when you get the feeling something might be wrong with you or something doesn't feel right with you healthwise. Your gut telling you something isn't okay. It just makes you worried and anxious and your nearly in years because you just want everything to be okay with you.
All I want is the truth if I can or not bare children, its that simple. So I can have a peace of mind and closure. On the other hand, I am scared to know.
I'm afraid to hear and receive the worst news possible. I seem to never get a break in having anything good or go smoothly in my life by far....
Like someone wishes me the worst and to cause me harm. Purposely doing it to me and posioning me. Taking things away from me because they are miserable themselves. I could never do or wish on another.
This would just take the cake, if I am to find out I'm infertile or have some reproductive issue...
At this point IF i do find out there is a problem and I am living with or having a reproductive issue. I dont know what I would do at this point. It just be discouraging to go on. I just wouldn't want to bother.
There is only so much a person can take.
I want truthful answers, which I seek out for. It feels like everything is against me.
Its my body and right to know of any medical conditions of myself.
I should be allowed to know what's going on now than to find out later...
Am I just freaking out for nothing?? I've been so on edge with alot of things in my life and it has put me in so much distress. I just feel helpless against it.
I just don't deserve this..😢
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ReplyHi there! I'm sorry to hear your feeling this way, it's a scary thought to have. If you really are that worried then you should ask your doctor/hospital if you can get tested to find out. There are plenty of tests available. It's highly unlikely if your not showing signs or have been told you have risks by your doctor, I'm sure it's just a worry your having. But even if it is true, at least you will have peace of mind and yes it will be extremely hard to process. But if you have the right people around you and realise all the alternative options to have children, it will help! If it's not true then you can rest easy and look forward to your future.
Me myself am infertile. I'm 20 now but I've known since my 18th birthday. I'm that girl who dreamed of a big family and babysits everyone's kids. I love children,my little brother feels like a son to me and I have two godchildren. I look at all the terrible mothers out there and makes me sick to my stomach to know they could have 50 babies and I can't have one. But it's not the end of the world and it's made me more interested and dedicated to my career and travelling the world which I also love. And yes it will have a big effect on my relationships but I'm just hoping someone loves me enough one day to stay with me through this fault of mine and we can look into adoption or surrogacy, as that's something I've researched and am interested in.
Don't let this bring you down, there are so many people out there with similar thoughts/conditions. Once you get tested it won't be the end for you- It will be a new beginning! Good luck to you love and I really hope you get a positive result! :)
ReplyIt sounds like you're worrying for no reason. You had medical tests that showed you were healthy. If you're doubtful about the results get a second set of tests done at a different hospital and then you'll know for sure.
Truthfully it sounds as though fertility may not be your issue but anxiety. Given that you're medical results showed no problems it's not normal for you to feel so distressed about this. Maybe you should try talking to a counselor or some close friends / family.
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