Composure

Days feel too long, can’t help but blow my composure at the end of them… feels like I do this to myself but it’s always someone. I even struggle mentally...

Here we go, repeating myself yet again... hopefully not, I'm going to try to say things a different way (... but am I gonna), I already derailed from the topic,...

whatever did open this wound between me and my mom, because she always makes me feel so insecure. some days feel like i'm doing wonder-fuckly until something ha...

My one complain is that I want to go back to when I felt I could do anything but somehow I lost it, I lost the spark and now I'm lost in what could have been. T...

i need to stop being so serious about life and everything. but i'm too aware for this shit. life has pushed me to let it all out because i didn't want to give u...

I have lost my composure entirely. It's fucking gone....