Recovery

I don't even want to be. It's not even like I'm holding a grudge or I want to be mad and hate him I'm just still mad. There were so many things I wanted to say...

Finishing week two of not abusing laxatives and not purging food in any way. My gut is actually processing food quite well now and I am restricting food less a...

I'm digesting more normally. I haven't abused laxatives for a week and a half after 3 years of trying to stop. I am not as upset when I eat. I am not as afraid...

I'm actually recovering a bit. I've struggled with anorexia at one point in my life, and that disorder basically morphed into a form of anorexia-binge purge ty...

Dear 19-year-old me, Happy birthday! I know its a strange one, you're with a boy who doesn't really like your family, and its really awkward round the table...

In order to not kill myself, for a long time I viewed the voice I was hearing as someone else, not me. That helped me hate myself a little less. Now I'm doing b...

IM STILL ALIVE Chapter 6 "Caroline? You're in recovery. Caroline. The surgery went well, you are in recovery" Why are you waking me up… I no...

It's ok, I know you're so busy living in the future right now. I know that the thoughts are screaming and you only got a couple hours of sleep. So take your tim...

Iit doesnt rhyme, i tried focussing on rythm first, i even tried to change the rythm to a more upbeat pace at the end, i dont think i succeeded though. Scr...

So here we are, time to try to keep building. I find that I know everything that is wrong with me and in some ways it helps, but in others it really hurts. I...