Severe Depression

Of all the things I've learned in the past 3 years about love and relationships. Why is it that the more I learn, the less and less likely it becomes that I'll...

A soft plead uttered through frozen lips. Beckoning for the warmth of love to find them. A heart, shattered to dust. Beckoning for the strength to try again....

It's impossibly hard to try to walk away from the things that swirl inside my head. This depression has a hold of me and it's hard not to see the things that it...

I've talked about this before. How I've always had this notion ingrained in me that once I die, this all ends. Consider how the world operates now, combined...

It's getting harder and harder, inside my head, to really think of how I'm supposed to change or what I'm supposed to change. I have no clue what would make...

Or maybe my whole life has been one giant breakdown, it's hard to tell anymore. I might be lucky if I get maybe a string of positive thoughts that last longer t...

I gotta honestly wonder what's not wrong with me. Here, let me show you what I mean. Extreme Depression: Treatment resistant, existential, chemical, cognitiv...

So I'm extremely depressed... like WAY down at the bottom depressed. Well, today I was cooking some spaghetti and while I was standing there, watching the w...

I wish I had some way to show you just how messed up it is inside my head. To let you listen to the screeching thoughts, to feel the bitter emptiness. I wis...

I'm the second child. Made as your fucking play toy. How do you think that makes me feel? Stop using me to practice your karate. It hurts. Stop taking my...