Bulimia

“127,” the scale flashes. How did I let myself go this much? My fingers grip my waist, pressing into my flesh as I imagine slicing it off with a knife, peel...

I love how with every finger I put down my throat I get more and more release I love feeling the constant euphoria Of watching my weight rapidly decrease...

I’m sure nobody would even notice the thing that keeps me wide eyed. • That version of me is somebody I envy, but also pity. • The lowest valley,...

i am weighed down by the food. truly, my body has seemed to have stretched into a new shape. i no longer recognize the mechanics, the features. any place i exi...

127, the scale read, I grab my stomach, pulling at my skin. How could I let myself go so much? I used to go to family reunions and everyone would gush about how...

every time i eat i feel like throwing up and i feel sick of myself because i always eat to the point where i will literally pop. it doesn't happen all the time...

Every time I kneel over that fucking toilet and stick my fingers to the back of my throat. Nothing. Nothing except saliva, a sore throat, and watery eyes. Nothi...

I ate so much yesterday, I feel like I shouldn't eat today. I always do this, I hate eating alone because I feel lonely and sad but I feel kinda gross when I ea...

I'm not serving it. There's this girl at school who has been gone for a while, rumor has it she is getting "help" for her bulimia. ALL I SAID was it...

I know it's wrong, I've seen the psas, the posters, I've had the sentimental talks, but I don't care. It felt good, it was so freeing, life goes by so fast and...