Recovery

Dear Meth, I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!!! WHY DO YOU EXIST?!?! All you do is take souls away from people and have no fucking remorse! There is not a single fuck gi...

...I ate around 890 calories today. It’s not a lot, (not the average 2000) I know... but I feel proud of myself. I didn’t throw any of it up and I didn’t...

I’m getting better, I think. I’m proud of myself, I think. I hope this truly is the road to recovery. Because....I’ve given up so much to be st...

Growing up I always thought my parents were just not into high school sports. I didn't blame them at the time...Girls JV high school soccer was not the most exc...

It started with bush light and whiskey-she preferred neither. “Be one of the guys, low maintenance, and keep it cool”, she thought. In all reality she w...

Every time I feel like relapsing because my old habits are comforting, I come here to write so that I can keep my mind off purging. I am more than a month into...

4 weeks! I haven't used any laxatives to purge with for that long. By this Monday, I'll be on week 5! I don't always feel comfortable with myself as I try to e...

Babe, I know you’re flipping out right now emotionally… I really don’t know how you can even try to sleep, I’ve tried to message you back I tried to cal...

I really want to use laxatives right now, but I am fighting the urge because I don't want to fuel my eating disorder. I am almost three weeks clean of using la...

I sometimes still feel anxious when I eat, but I'm eating. I ate three full meals yesterday, and I really fear bloating. That's what triggers me to purge with...