Severe Depression

I've been staying on top of things to some extent. Sometimes I can feel the faint flickers of change inside me. I won't ever lie to you, it's hard and I know it...

My thoughts are very loud. When I am depressed, which is a vast majority of the time, my thoughts rule over pretty much everything else. People talking to me, m...

The end is near, it's all in echoes, the signs of trouble. I live in fear, all the torment, can you hear me screaming here? Away, I drown, I sink into the da...

It's hard for me to smile, I rarely ever have a reason to. But I suppose it's in the memories... I can remember how lost and all alone I was so many years ag...

It's kinda hard for me to focus at the moment. My mind seems to be everywhere and nowhere, simultaneously. Consciously, I grasp at the thoughts that I desir...

I don't function the way I should, I know that. I don't believe for one second that I'm on the same playing field as everyone else. That's just the way I see it...

I am not like you humans. I'm a parasite and that's all that I am. But let's take it one step further. I'm going to make this personal. You see, a monster li...

I could go out and try to make my life better. I could eat better, brush my teeth for once, shower regularly, get more clothes and do laundry far more frequentl...

Behind the fake smile everyone wants to see. Behind the lifeless job everyone wants me to work. Behind the alien lifestyle everyone wants me to adopt....

How many kicks does it take to shatter a human soul? Let's find out... A 1. A 2... A 3... Fuck me!! I don't deserve anything! I'm worthless, I hate t...